How Can I Break the Cycle?

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Ive been smoking weed since 8th grade and cigarettes since 9th, i am now in 11th grade and my life is shit at the moment. I used to get good grades, i was a happy person, and i knew how to have fun without getting high, Now i cant make it through a day without smoking both, and i find that smoking either makes me crave the other. But without the weed i feel like life is pointless and i want to die. how do i change this?

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Answer by Garrett John Fookes
Bigger better drugs?

Answer by hocobo
Try meditating for 20 minutes before and after school.